Heart vs Mind

This is regarding my previous post. I did a self reflection when I was at one of my part time work (I do a lot of thinking when I'm doing things that do not requires it which beats the purpose). So I thought that my heart won for the first time and it actually beat my rational thinking. I actually thought that there IS a difference between what I feel and think. Well, now I think they are bullcraps.

It wasn't the first time my heart beat my mind. In fact, my heart has very stealthfully influenced my mind; in particular the last 2 years which I was a total nincompoop slash jerk. I thought I could control what I feel.... but failed. I thought I could just think rationally and get myself back up in no time, but my heavy heart made things impossible or difficult. A strangled heart force the mind to make stupid errors just so the feelings could settle a little while longer. I mean, for one, I did accept Daniel in the end when my mind screams NO! I did not say it is a disasterous decision, in fact, it turns out pretty well. The relationship is teaching me to love and how to deal with, something I've lost faith in.

No, there is NO difference in what I feel and think. Both are related and tailgate each other pretty closely. They both formed a ring that has "Concious Action" and "Unconcious Action". It was stupid of me to think that I could separate them and I'm invulnerable to things-I-cannot-control. In conclusion, what I feel and think affect each other. To put it simply, how I feel will always affect how I think (eg. liking Daniel) and how I think affects how I feel (eg. getting my job). It is all the matter of whether I realise it or not.